Wednesday, October 05, 2011
St. Faustina, Virgin (Optional Memorial) Mass Prayers - see copy

First Reading: Psalm: Gospel:

Jonah 4:1-11 Psalm 86:3-6, 9-10 Luke 11:1-4 If we have obtained the grace of God, none shall prevail against us, but we shall be stronger than all who oppose us. -- St John Chrysostom

I need to grow a backbone. I have the tendency to let people walk all over me. I'm outspoken. I put myself down. But when it comes to religion, I get a defensive. Lowkey defensive that is. It's something I really need to work on. I've noticed this about myself since I was younger, I thought by this day and age I'd outgrown this problem of mine. This sucks.

Anyways, today was a beautiful day. The sky was phenomenal, especially driving towards Citrus the sunset, and the fluffy clouds were definitely eyegasmic! I've been thinking that maybe I should start going to mass in the morning with my dad. It'd be a good way to start my days, plus I feel so useless when I wake up so late in the afternoon. I miss waking up early and accomplishing so many things before lunch. I also need to learn how to cook more dishes. I feel so un lady like now a days...

Random things before/during bio lab:

• Tripped over some mj container it was embarrassing.
• My teacher asked the class "What's 2+2?" & I mumbled "9, sike that's the wrong number!"
• One of my lab partners, kind of freaks me out.
• Bumped into a friend that I have mixed feelings about.